A note to myself. Just in case.

This is the place I'm likely to look at again if I'm truly considering all of this.
We lose papers too often for me to risk pinning this to a board or such.
So, to you from you from a few days ago when we were still trying to be reasonable:

Stop thinking needless things.
Any doors that you could have walked in or out of have decade into non-existence a long time ago.
The place in time where you could have been a coward vanished well over six years ago.
Stop being an idiot and considering things that are out of the question.

We'll figure out why you're contemplating being a bastard beyond bastards later on, and get this all sorted out.

Also:
3rd Green, 28th page.
Seriously. We scribbled in those things for a reason.
You know, besides being bored.
Shut up, you.
Though, if you're thinking as you should be, then... heh. We've probably already talked ourselves back.
Sweetness.
If not...

Shit.